When space and time coordinate history is made. Try twice. Try three times. But realize after that, if the people dearest to you are saying “run the other way”, you should probably do it . It means you’re either killer yourself or someone else. (Show me this little note if my life ever looks something like this strange delusion of humanity). Somehow we feel its “noble”, chivalrous even, to fight and hold on to something so hard we fall apart. But if it’s fighting us twice as hard every day, month, year, is it really worth it? If the rest of you has been lost in the process, and your reality has been ripped from you leaving you blind to the beauties of life. I would so no. (Again, if you see me staggering down the road with a case of this at some point in my life, buy me a ticket to a far off land. Send me away with a pen and paper, tell me to record in detail the events past, the emotions, the words spoken from my own lips. Reality, piece by piece, will begin to return in the simplest forms.[even if you don’t see it, you can still buy me a plane ticket somewhere]).
To many have found me. My worst fear is writing to please an audience, unfortunately it may not be greater than my fear of people actually reading the things I jot down. If I disappear, it’s not you. It’s me.